The difficult patients at work are improving but they did give me some tough, sleepless nights. What kept me up last night though was the news of a junior passing his residency exams and becoming a consultant. It's become humiliating now. His program and supervisors were different but still.
What also kept me up last night was fantasy. Or was it fallacy? Or was it frustration? I even went to the bathroom with my eyes almost shut so I wouldn't wake up but it didn't work. Tossed and tumbled from about 3 to 7 am. Considered going for a run but it was just so cold.
I'm considering coming clean.
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